Crossfit After Baby

Well, I did go back to Crossfit after baby. I went back at 6 weeks. And, it's been 6 weeks since I started back. And let me admit right now, it is not easy! As a matter fact, it's harder than I ever imagined it would be. I continued crossfitting while I was pregnant, after all!! Shouldn't this be a breeze? That was my intention. Going back post baby has been very humbling. I will go as far as to say that it hurt my pride. Beginners are doing way better than I am! I refuse to say to people, or myself, that "I just had a baby". I'm not going to lie, though, I love when other people say it for me. That way I feel like I have an excuse for this body that does not look or work the way I want it to!
Nothing feels right in the gym.  Things I was really good at before now feel foreign.  My form is off, the weights are heavy, and my endurance is shot. I don't know at what point it will feel better, but it will feel better. I'm sure of that. So what's with the bitch-fest? Surely you're asking yourself that.  Why am I still going to crossfit if it's so horrible? There are a couple of reasons I'm still going.  Number one, I remember how much I loved it before.  Two, I am an example to my family.  Three, my wonderful, encouraging husband is keeping me going. He's being so supportive and offering to keep the baby. Or he comes with me and tells me how awesome I'm doing.  And last, I couldn't be in a better crossfit gym.  It's full of supportive friends, other mommies who are rocking it, and great coaches.  I've talked about Crossfit Bay Area many times on this blog, but I appreciate our crossfit community now more than ever.  They have always been accepting of families with children, and now their support of all the new crossfit babies has been overwhelming.  How can a new mommy not appreciate members who will hold babies, coaches who will find pacis, wear babies, and rock carseats during WODs! 
This is truly a gym family in every sense. To everyone who has been helpful along the way, this mommy is so appreciative!


Coach Troy holding Ollie & snapping a selfie!

Ollie's front row seat to Mommy's workout!

And other CFBA babies, members, and coaches...
 
    

A Little Cleaning

Adeline goes on cleaning spurts some days where she will clean her room really good, rearrange, clean out her closet, etc. (see, there's a little me in her). She even turns down playtime with the neighbors if she's in the middle of a cleaning spree. This was her most recent project she just debuted to me....

She's been working for two nights matching, folding and organizing her pajama drawer! Sweet girl :)

Janese Family Update

Olive is 10 weeks old already! Currently our family of five is enjoying bath time for this little one, lying on mommy & daddy's bed at night and making her coo and smile, and giving little tootie bug lots of snuggles and kisses. 

Mommy is enjoying time home with the girls, sweet baby breathing, quiet nursing in the night, and special looks of adoration from my husband :)

I'm not sure if daddy is enjoying this or not. I know he wants his sleep back, and his wife back. If he wrote on this blog from time to time we would find out! Daddy is getting special time putting the older two to bed each night and playing special games that they only request from him. Also, lots of one-on-one time with Baylor each evening (I really appreciate that one). And coming to the realization that his two girls have him completely wrapped around their itty bitty fingers.

Adeline and Baylor love Olive.

Baylor is actually loving and excelling at karate! He just got to move up to intermediate classes & got a new, red gi (aka karate suit)! Middle school seems to be going well, grades are good, and health is holding steady.

Adeline just finished a season of cheer classes. She loves to helps me do anything and everything in the kitchen. She knows and can tell Adam anything about cooking, nutrition, grocery shopping, and picking out foods. She also loves dressing herself in sassy outfits that are "shiny"! 

The Seasons of Life

I love reading. Mostly nonfiction, though. It can be anything. Everything, actually. Books, magazines, newspaper articles, blogs, Facebook, pamphlets at the doctor's office...factual things and people's true writing just sparks my interest.

Tonight I read a blog entry about being a mother/having babies. My thought was that it would be another sappy mommy moment where I shed a few tears, but I swear this writer went into my brain,  at this very moment in my life and stole my words! So boy, did it hit home. Here's just a snapshot of her post on her family's completion:

"And yet there is The Ache.

Always The Ache, right underneath my lungs, in the pit of my gut, the ache of what that means and the grief of moving on, of love, of knowing: No more babies. No more nursing quietly in the night. No more flour sack of milk-drunk baby bliss. No more gummy smiles. No more tiny diapers. No more baby clothes. No more crib. No more baby wearing. No more new baby smell. No more of the millions of moments that knit your heart so completely to another small soul."

http://sarahbessey.com/learning-live-ache/

Wow! Maybe I read because I like to soak up knowledge. Yes, on some days. Some days it's because I'm bored. But on some days, like this day, if I wouldn't have taken the 5 minutes to read this little gem, I wouldn't have been reminded to soak it in, one day at a time. This season will change. Soak in the next one. It will go by fast. I have taken notice of older women telling me lately what a wonderful time this is in my life. Maybe they did before, too, and I wasn't listening. Now I'm listening. At first it worried me that maybe they were implying that it's the best time & it won't be this good again. Now I don't worry about that. Now I know that they just mean the seasons of life do change. Enjoy them. I will miss them when they're gone, but if I enjoy every single moment, I will have all those memories to share in the next season. I'm glad we made the decision to spread our children out. They're currently in 3 different seasons. I'm lucky enough to have that school ager, the preschooler, and the infant. All filling my heart with different experiences, and it will continue to be that way throughout  our lives. Feeling blessed!

     

Baylor is Officially an "Almost Teen"

Can you believe it? 12 years old! I know, I can't either. How does that happen, you wonder? Well, let me tell you-- somehow they keep getting bigger every year! Even when we don't get older...they still do! ;) The new baby has made me an emotional wreck. I was trying to smell all the kids the other night to soak it in and remember what they smelled like and looked like on this day. I know that won't work, and I won't remember, but on the bright side, they let me get close enough to cuddle and smell them! Happy Birthday, Baylor!

 

Birthday dinner at Ichibon!

 

 

His bedroom door!

Sweet Memories

Mommies and grandmas and aunts and maybe some daddies, too, do you remember those first weeks of newborn life? I'm trying to store memories, but I know this will be a very hard task for me. I rarely remember details like that. I barely remember when Adeline was that little. And Baylor? I remember even less! Having a newborn in the house again, however, brings back many of those memories and I want to hang on to them.

Do you remember that tiny baby breaths when they are snuggled close to your face? Or the way they limp themselves into a little ball of yumminess at your neck when you put them on your shoulder? Do you remember sitting in a chair rocking that tiny bundle and closing your eyes thinking to yourself  'I could sit here forever'...then in the very next thought,'This will end so fast'. Today my baby is 6 weeks old. She cooed some today and smiled a couple of times when I talked to her. I responded with such mixed emotions. She's no longer a newborn. Those precious first few weeks that I want to hold on to so badly are gone. Those are the weeks we want to replay over and over. And I was a lucky one. I had those first few weeks 3 times. Some people only have it once, some never. We are so lucky that those precious early weeks are replaced with smiles, and then coos,  laughs, lots of milestones, adoration from a child that believes you are the most important person in the world, games of peek-a-boo, "dada", and "mama"! Because, of course, what else would distract us so much that we don't notice those fleeting, sweet moments being replaced? I know why, my friends. It's God's way of distracting us so our babies can grow up.

Christmas Train and Santa

We have a new tradition of visiting the Christmas Train at my friend's church in Alvin. It's great-reasonably priced, not too crowded, pictures with Santa, story times and snacks, and a train ride to see all the lights on the property. Next year I think we are going to try to throw in Dickinson Festival of Lights. Pssst... I heard it was better than Galveston's Moody Gardens.
Adeline has turned into such a little diva. I can tell in some of the pictures. I have no idea where it comes from! Sometimes it gets her into trouble, and, let's face it, sometimes it gets her to get her way! Especially with daddy. Merry Christmas! Here's to the start of a fun Christmas season!

 Oh, and Santa came riding through our neighborhood thanks to the Seabrook Fire Dept!

Bringing Ollie Home

My mom came to stay with us a couple of days when we came home with Ollie. I appreciate it so much, and I love having her around like that. We had lots of visitors, too!

Newest Janese Addition

A big welcome to Olive Trace Janese.  She was born on November 26, 2013, 7 lb and 8 oz, 20 inches long.  We are so blessed to have another easy going, healthy, happy baby!  I adore being in the hospital with new babies.  I wish I could freeze time for a little while.  Don't we all? Her birthday was the week of Thanksgiving this year, so we stayed in the hospital for Thanksgiving, but it was all worth it.  Baylor and Adeline were excited. Everyone adores her. 

Pregnancy Glory

I think being pregnant is the best. I love the way I look and feel, and I would do it again if I could afford all of the kids. Sadly, this little one will be our last, but I've learned to enjoy every day and to not be afraid to be in front of the camera. Our kids need to see us in pictures, mommas! Get out from behind the camera.
Thanks for the great pictures Dizzy Bee Photography!

Halloween 2013

This was our first halloween in our new house and new neighborhood. We were so torn between going out trick or treating ourselves or staying home and letting people trick or treat at our house! We decided to do both.

 Scuba Adam

 Jason and Hula Girl

Our pumpkins from the pumpkin party!

Baylor's First Belt Color

We forced Baylor to take karate and stick with it. Yes, yes we did.  He hated it, of course, but after about 5 months, he's warming up.  We felt like he needed the confidence boost.  He had his first belt test and moved to yellow belt.  He did really well, and hopefully will stick with it. We're proud parents!

30 Weeks and Counting....

Baby girl has a painted room. Yes, this is a big accomplishment.  She also now has a bed and a dresser because I finally painted a cute new dresser for Adeline.  Still no name, still working on curtains, and still working on rounding up clothes for her.  I wish this pregnancy could last just a little bit longer. Lord, it has had its trials.  There were terrible varicose veins,  time in the hospital for blood clots in my leg, taking daily shots to thin blood, and I failed my 1 hour pregnancy diabetes test!  Even with all that, it's a healthy baby & would take pregnancy for just a few more months.  I feel like it got cut short with all the testing and waiting in the beginning.

1st Day Back at School 2013

First day of Intermediate School!!! Adam was the most nervous of all of us, I think, but it was a successful day. Adeline, of course, went back to daycare like a pro - no tears.